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I feel like my life is a living curse, I can’t just live a care free life coz my life z full of pain, anguish and frustration. I wonder why pipo complain that their life z so hard when it’s not,that just frustrates me coz they can fix their troubles in life whereby I can’t coz I can only have hope and faith in GOD that everything in my life will be fine….

Am not an ordinary girl living in an ordinary world, am different, unique and special. I have learnt to accept that even though I did not accept it at first and I wasted a lot of time trying to be perfect hence I was so hard on myself and I was so depressed for a long time. But even though I don’t know what’s going to happen in future. what am gong to do in life nor what my purpose z in life. I know GOD z always with me and he will guide me in life…..


I feel like am trapped in my own body because I have this disease or disorder called cerebellum atrophy its basically the shrinkage of medulla oblengater which affects my walking and writing. So its hard for me to find a job because no one wants to hire a girl with cerebellum atrophy….. I feel so useless because am not good at anything…



The story of my life where no one takes what they say to me in consideration, they don’t care that the words offend me or not?? People say that what doesnt kill you makes you stronger and that saying is true but what people say to you really stings like hell…. I don’t like letting people in because I have got “DEMONS” inside me, my soul is dark so hence forth they will not stand my “DEMONS”. That’s how I feel I can’t help feel that so I just had to write it down..


My life is such a mess, I am remained everyday of my life that I am different and unique.I can hide how I feel from my family because I don’t want them to feel sad for me but when I go in the bedroom I just break down in tears thinking that all my friends and relatives have balance and can go out and have fun or do all the things I cant because am different I don’t have balance so like today am depressed because almost everyone I know is going out, am happy its just that I cant help myself…. Am writing because am depressed and the more I write the better I feel… So my life is a storm that is not ending!! BUT I HAVE TO KEEP FIGHTING AND BE STRONG


Is a person defined by their wealth, beauty, by their sex appeal or their personality?? If you answered by their personality then you guessed right but people always, when they first meet the person they start judging just by how the person looks which is wrong because if you are not beautiful enough then you don’t exist.. I know physical attraction is necessary but you need to put that aside and get to know the person